Beautiful things

Today as I sit here listening to gungor's song beautiful things I remember back to three years ago when our precious babes Zara and Caeles slipped from my body into Jesus' arms.  Time really does help heal the heart.  There is still a void where they imprinted on my soul.  I don't expect that to ever go away.  Yesterday I held back tears as I thought of them singing praises to our God.  Today I smile as I think about them never experiencing anything but heaven.

God has given me another reason to smile today that I am finally getting around to sharing in cyberspace.  Carrying life is always exciting, but my heart leaps for joy within me this week as this new babe shifts and moves, reassuring me that all is well and that s/he is still here.

I have grieved plenty in the last week, and found it difficult to trust, but today is a day of rejoicing.  Humbled that God would find us worthy to bring another child into our family.  Happy to feel life leap within me once more.  Grateful that My plans are not His.  Wonderment over what this babe will bring to the world.

May your day be filled with as many beautiful things today as my heart is.

tie breaker baby coming sometime around 3/12/15!